Looks like we've finally figured out when we are leaving. Thats a relief! I'm a planner, and there is no planning that I can do to prepare me for this next phase of life. I don't know what to expect. I'm not sure if I am strong enough to endure this. I wonder if I'm causing unnecessary chaos in my kids life. It's been such a stressful week for all of us. The kids things are all packed up and put in storage. We are living out of tupperwares and sleeping bags. Our day-to-day routine is shot and my poor little babies are having a hard time adjusting. (me too) What I do know is that anytime I stop the chaos and lay it down at the feet of my king he takes it. He feels me with peace and clarity. His spirit gently reminds me that he is in control and I'm not. That he knows the plan and I am to trust and let go. I continue to lay this anxiety at his feet. Day after day, hour after hour, and He continues to pick it up from me and relieves me from this burden. His plan is bigger, better, and full of his grace and glory. My plan is rigid, boring, and suffocates his spirit within me and my family. That's the last thing I want.....suffocation from my Lord.....I refuse to allow that to be!
Therefore, I lay me down at the foot of his throne and rest in His comfort that he's got me and wont EVER let me go.
Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. Lamentations 3:22-23
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